Lyrics

It was a nice warm summer till the leaves fell down
It was a light cool breeze till it blew me to the ground
And I still shiver at your name, since you crept in with the rain
Now I’m hiding from my window, looking out

Came in with the sun on my face and my eyes on the stars
But you quickly left me alone in the dark
With no where else to go, all alone and missing home
Summer waters left me stranded, turned around, and torn apart

Cause I’m scared to remember
But I’m scared to forget
I can’t help either
Since the day that we met
Sometimes fear
Steers your ship to safety
And sometimes it steers
You till you’re shipwrecked

The waves were icy cold as they threw me round
Trying to stay afloat’s all I can do now
I wouldn’t call it luck, but cause I listened to my gut
I grabbed to lifeboat just in time to maybe make it out alive

But I’m scared to remember
And I’m scared to forget
I can’t help either
Since the day that we met
Sometimes fear
Steers your ship to safety
And sometimes it steers
You till you’re shipwrecked

By miracle I made it home
But I still act like I’m alone
It follows me where all I go
I’m pretty sure I’ve got a ghost
That haunts me, telling me that
Every stranger might just throw me
To the sharks, just like you did
I know it’s only in my head
But what if I learn to forget
And let it happen all over again?
I don’t know what to do no more
What am I still hurting for?

Cause I’m scared to remember
But I’m scared to forget
I can’t help either
Since the day that we met
Sometimes fear
Steers your ship to safety
And sometimes it steers
You till you’re shipwrecked